yOu abused the wOrd "promise'

2004-05-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

Defination of a Clique -
a group of people with a common interest who stay together to know each other better and have a good time together.
hmmm. which part of that do we have?
hahs.
-wonders

2004-04-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life

2004-04-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

i dO swear that i'll always be there. i'd give anything
and everything and i will always care. thrOugh weakness
and strength, happiness and sOrrOw, for better, fOr wOrse,
i will lOve you with every beat of my heart.

2004-04-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

love.
it's worth sacrificing for the onee you love.
as long as that person loves you too.

2004-04-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

..if Only yOu miss me with half the amt Of time i spent missg yOu daily..

2004-04-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

friendships lasts longer than relationships.
so why fall in love and hurt yourself.

what's love actually.
is it a game.
or is it just to make someone feel wanted.

2004-04-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

i'll be yOurs and yOu'll be mine.
pls stay and hug me tight..

2004-03-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

lOve?
its lOoking less and less familar due tO the misusage Of it.
i just wanna say it Once and true;baby i lOve yOu

2004-03-31T16:47:00.000+08:00

why must there be wOrds like separated..breakup..divorce..?

2004-03-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

actually.
i'm learning to let go.
since it's over.
just let the memories stay.

2004-03-29T17:25:00.000+08:00

~~baby~~..i guess i have tO admit tt i miss yOu still.

2004-03-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

guess you've realised.
or have you not?
the clique is splitting.
nothing's done.
no one bothers.
i wont.
not anymore.
cos i've decided.
to move away.
our lives changed.
things are different.
friends we'll still be.
but clique?
i guess not.

2004-03-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

I waited in the summer rain
I waited till my tears stop falling
You never came along
You had to do me wrong again
You promised me you gave your words
There's time I'm around with your defect
My heart has had enough
I'm really not that tough inside

2004-03-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

trip Over lOve,yOu can get up.
fall in lOve,and yOu fall fOrever.

2004-03-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

i chOOse tO give the past a rest
i just have tO wish fOr yOu and her the best.

2004-03-13T11:02:00.001+08:00

MemOries is a treasure nO One can steal..Parting is a heartache nO One can heal.
SOme will fOrget yOu when yOu are gOne..But i'll remember yOu nO matter hOw lOng

2004-03-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Only Hope By Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

2004-03-09T16:33:00.000+08:00

i never meant tO daO yOu everytime i see yOu.
as much as i wanna gO fOrward and hug yOu,i cant.
the dissappointment and hatred i gathered frOm all ur brOken prOmises are just tOO Overwhelmg.
all because they left a deep scar On me.
i cant just fake it.i aint nO clOwn.
i dOnt wanna have tO wear a mask tO hide my inner self.
take back everything yOu have said.take them back.
**as much as i want yOu tO be mine,i cant.
all because i have tO accept the fact that yOu lOves her and she lOves yOu.
~~llits uoy evol i~~

2004-03-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

it's pouring badly.
i hate the rain.
it makes me wanna cry.
it makes me sad.
just thinking of you.
it makes me feel lonely.

Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way

2004-03-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

hey
remember
to
update
more
kk

our
entries
are
so
colourful
yes i am very bored

2004-03-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

//
cherish that special one.
before it's late.
don't regret when it's over.
//
fear not cos we got each other.
i won't leave you wondering alone.
let me be there when you need someone.
//

2004-03-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

2004-03-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

late night when all the world is sleeping.
i stay up and think of you.
and i wish on the star.
that somewhere you are thinking of me too.

2004-03-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

if i can go back to the past
i'll go back to where you left me
just wanna say that i miss you
but it seems so hard to
wish you could just understand me
~~love.miss.want.~~

2004-03-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

every falling star i see.
i make a wish for you and me.
i wish i could turn back time.
and be with you again.

2004-03-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you
Beautiful these three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you
Nothing's wrong
I don't mean to carry on

2004-03-04T17:34:00.000+08:00

yes.i miss yOu.
I can't fake it.
i hate yOu(fOr all the brOken prOmises) but I lOve you
and nOthing will take that lOve away
i can't stOp thinking Of yOu
it's true.
..when you need sOmeOne
i prOmise i'll be there for you.
I prOmise.mark my wOrds.
i just cldnt cOntrOl the invOluntary tears tt flOwed fOr yOu.
p.s: melissa,it seems tt we bOth cOntracted the "miss yOu" flu.ha.

2004-03-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

fOr purse:
presentg yOu->What Good Is A Heart
i told you how I felt. I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind
I know that you're afraid. You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard
Cause when we run, when we hide
We deny what's inside

Chorus :
What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl
If you're not even willing to start what good is a heart

Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love
You've got to make your move. You've got to make it soon
Cause you're dying inside
Yes, I'm a man but I cry
I have fears. I won't lie

[Chorus]

C'mon babe. You know it
Girl, anyone who looks can see that I'm right
There's a chance here
We could take it or regret it for the rest of our lives

[Chorus] till fade

2004-03-01T15:55:00.000+08:00

i lOse my step, i lOse my ground
i lOse myself, when yOu're arOund
im hOlding OntO myself befOre i get tOO lOst in yOu
I swear every wOrd is true
dOnt wanna lOse yOu
~~but i already did~~

2004-02-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

even when the whOle wOrld gives yOu up,i will nOt.
standing right beside yOu tO help yOu carry On..is my prOmise tO yOu.
i tOld yOu every day,every night in every way..i lOve yOu!

2004-02-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

these wOunds wOn't seem tO heal..
this pain is just tOO real..
there's just tOO much that time cannOt erase..
i've tried sO hard tO tell myself that yOu're gOne..
but thOugh you're still with me I've been alOne all alOng.
missing yOu, baby, cuts like a knife
is telling yOu that yOu are the love of my life gOnna make any difference?

2004-02-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

i lOst cOunt Of the number Of times i had cried,wanting tO be back in yOur arms agn.

2004-02-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

no matter how far you are now.
you'll always be kept close to my heart.
i would give anything to be with you.
and i just wanna say that.
.i.miss.you.
i really do.
but the distance between us.
is just too much.
i keep thinking of you.
but i don't think.
i can never be that close to you.
anymore.
-~~cries~~-

2004-02-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call
You board the train
Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears, you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Mmmmm....
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Ten to five at least we've tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I'd never found you, whoa...

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be stong enough to carry on?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Miles and miles to go,
Before I can say, before I can lay
My love for you to sleep
Oh darling oh
I've got miles and miles to go,
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again.

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say isn't so

2004-02-27T18:02:00.000+08:00
baby
i still care fOr yOu nOw,as much as the first time i knew yOu.
nOthing has changed.
sO never be afraid tO apprOach me,
when things becOme tOO heavy fOr yOu tO carry.
as much as i dOnt want yOu and her tO be tOgether.
i have tO accept the fact that yOu lOve her and she lOves you.
(..i lOves yOu tOO).

2004-02-26T21:17:00.000+08:00
baby tell me why dO i feel sO much fOr yOu.
dOnt wanna feel the way that i am feeling nOw.
i dOnt wanna see us apart.
i just wanna say it straight from my heart.
i miss you.

2004-02-26T20:23:00.000+08:00
Whenever I miss,
miss you so much
It's more than I can bear.
Now I won't cry,
I'll just close my eyes
And know you'll be there.

it's easier to be in love.
than to let go of love.
keep your loved one close.
and not let go.
love doesn't often come by.
especially of it's true love.

2004-02-25T17:34:00.000+08:00
i pledge tO be there with yOu always,when yOu need me.
nth will Or can ever change this.i prOmise.

2004-02-25T16:56:00.000+08:00
its sO hard tO say hOw a lOve cOuld end this way.
the One that used tO cry fOr yOu,just turn and walk away.
And its sO hard tO find,tO leave the pain behind,
when all the things yOu're lOOking fOr,ur heart cant seem tO find.
I'll be the air that yOu breathe,
I'll give yOu the strenght that yOu need.
I'll be the light in ur eyes,
when hope becOmes hard tO see.
I'll be ur shining star tO guide yOu wherever yOu are.
~~And i prOmise that i'll be by ur side.~~
You knOw yOu're nOt alOne,
withOut a lOve tO call yOur Own.
I'll always be right there fOr yOu,tO help yOu carry On,
a heart thats always true,i am giving mine tO yOu.
And everything yOu ever need,i prOmise i'll dO.
With a hand tO hOld,
a heart tO see thrOugh each and every night,
i'll make it right,when life feels sO wrOng..
cause in my heart is where yOu belOng.
(hOw true is the truth?)

2004-02-24T22:45:00.000+08:00
memories of us keep flooding by.
i can't help but think of you.
the past seems so close.
yet it's over.
i wished we could be like before.
i gotta say i miss you alot.
-sixtyfive.

2004-02-24T22:17:00.000+08:00
it has been quite sOme time,i still cant figure this out,can yOu?
if i wOuld there in yOur eyes,
i wOuld fill frm yOur eyes,
kiss yOur cheeks and die On yOur lips,
but if yOu wOuld be there in my eyes,
i wOuld never die in fear Of lOsing yOu.